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I’m back…. and worse than ever
I’m back from being gone for almost two months (though I imagine that the people that are following me will really care)
But for the past two months, I acquired a boyfriend who I am madly in love with but he doesn’t realize it. He doesn’t even feel the same way about me.
I gained 20 pounds and I’ve been restricting again for the past two weeks.
And, as of last night, I’ve started cutting. First time in three years and I just happened to pick up a pair of scissors.
That’s all that’s new with me…
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I’ve been so happy lately. For the past three days, I’ve been sleeping with the guy that I really like.
Not having sex, but sleeping in the same bed.
Before he goes to work, he lightly rubs my stomach then gets off the bed and lightly tickles my feet. When he can tell that I’m awake in the middle of the night he rubs my arms. And the thing that I like the most is that he always sleeps with his body towards me. I don’t know why I like this… but I just do
I honestly don’t understand whats wrong with me
I really like one of my neighbors. I get nervous when he’s around me and I get anxious every time he speaks to me. But here’s the thing… I think he likes my sister.
But I don’t understand, everyone says that we look exactly the same, we sound exactly the same, and people have told me that I’m prettier than her… so why doesn’t he like me.
And then even my sisters friends say that I’m a lot more smarter than her and that I actually have some ambition in life.
I just don’t understand… I guess I’ll just move on to the next guy who won’t be interested in me
(Source: j-o-k-e-r-m-a-n, via p-e-r-f-e-c-t-i-o-n-i-s)
(Source: another-death, via starvation-is-the-key-deactivat)
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